‘Home’, the word evokes a thought,
it brings comfort to your spirit and solace to your mind.
‘Home’ for me is where my ma and baba lives,
not because I am still a child but because they alone, live in the house which treasure my childhood memories, they are the only known keepers of little me, the real me!
Ages ago when I was a child too, laughed myself silly, played pranks and dissolved into tears.
‘Home’, where my thakuma lived, my loving gran, her stories shaped my life, her hands caressed every hurt and wiped away every tear.
She is no more but yet she is there, each day as I cook my meals and tell stories to my little ones, never very far away!
I visited my home, time stands still there until broken by a tug at my arm, as my little one wants my attention.
There is nostalgia, memory, little me and little them, there is a confluence of sorts.
There is home cooked food, prepared and served with care by my ma, who still knows what I like best. I get that nowhere.
There is peace and quiet, as slumber descends upon me every sunny afternoon. Something that I don’t do elsewhere!
There is the urge to retreat back into the haven of carefree childhood, not a care, knowing my parents are watching my back. Something I have to do elsewhere!
The mind connects with my heart and soul, and celebrates homecoming!
‘Home’, how much I miss this feeling, now again thousand miles away!